Consistency is the name of the game.

 

This is the 3rd time I’ve recommitted myself to my blogging journey.

 

It’s really exciting when you have something to say…then all of a sudden you have a bad day or life be lifein’ and before you know it another year has passed.

 

What I’ve learned about myself is I cannot force myself to do something I don’t want to do…even if I love it with my whole heart.

 

So with that being said…I welcome you back to the space that I fell in love with so many years ago.

Many things have happened, but please be patient with me (I ask the same of myself, because I struggle with giving myself grace) if I need to take a break.

 

What will you be getting here?!?!?

 

At first, I wanted this to be a huge business thing. I wanted to call in women that wanted to be part of my business journey. However, I think that direction has changed…

 

You see, over the last 6 months I’ve started getting really acquainted with myself. And each time I come out of a daydream session or quiet moment…I have more questions about myself than I have answers.

 

This is where I plan to come to share those questions, and possibly come up with some answers.

 

I’m letting you into my journal…

 

Helping so many client’s find intimacy and pleasure has led me down my own rabbit holes. Questioning what I desire, crave, and yearn for in my life.

 

I love to see the transformations my client’s have, but then I sit with myself and wonder about my journey.

 

Am I truly living a life that models pleasure? Some watching from the outside would say yes…me, I say there is always more that I could be doing.

 

For those that don’t know me, I am an overachiever, always reaching for bigger and better. But we’ll surely get to touch on that in a later post.

 

My life is a series of events that I manifested, but dare I say….I want more?!

 

I think that’s something that I have in common with my clients. We strive and make things happen, but then are afraid to admit that we want more. Almost like there should be a cap on our desires…on our pleasures.

 

Hell, half the time the things that we excel at aren’t even things we really wanted. They are things we’ve done for the love of our family. Giving our parents something to brag about at the next family reunion…IYKYK.

 

So I’m here, welcoming you to question everything about yourself right along with me. What do you desire? Is the life you’re currently living enough?