It’s time to become her now.
I woke up on Mother’s Day with a feeling. It was almost like I woke up in a different world, as a different person.
The last time I felt like this was New Year’s Eve. The last 3 months of 2022 was so heavy, all I knew was that when the clock striked 12a on January 1st something needed to be different…and it did.
However, I wasn’t expecting to feel so different on Mother’s Day. I’m sure there is a better word to use, but different just feels right at this moment.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I felt so much space…like my world had expanded. Even as I write this, there is just so much room within me.
There was a sense of pure happiness, I felt the beam of my smile all day. And then there was my heart, it was like the end of How The Grinch Stole Christmas…when his heart grew 3 times its original size.
Now, I can’t tell you what brought this change. It is something that I have intentionally been working on since the confirmation on New Year’s Day. I promised myself that I would release the stress, worry, and anxiety.
It’s impossible to follow my words for 2023 <<easy, simple, and fun>> when I’m high strung or constantly panicking about my unknown future.
Ever since then, I’ve been releasing left and right. The need to declutter from my old self gets stronger and stronger everyday.
There is no doubt about it, when I woke up that Sunday I was a new version of myself. There is no one that can convince me of something else. At some point everything that we put into ourselves has to come together.
I’m well aware that this may sound like a bunch of gibberish to you, but the ones that get it…get it. I loved the old me AND I’m loving the me that I’m stepping into.
How do you know you’ve been changed?
